Life is what you choose it to be

Distance

It’s crazy how much your life can change in a short period of time. Only a year ago I was still in high school, living at home, hanging out with the people I grew up with and snuggling with my puppy. But now I’m meeting new people, living on my own, and trying to create a future. all throughout high school I couldn’t wait to get out. I was anticipating college and the freedom. But now, I just want high school back. I miss the familiarity and just my daily routines I had glued in the back of my mind. I think most of all I miss my friends. They mean any and everything to me. We were so close, intact we called each other a family. I would do anything for every single one of them. It sucks because we all grew so close but now we’re all growing apart :( it tears me apart that me and my best friend aren’t as close as we used to be. We always talked about the distance college would bring us but I guess I never actually thought it would happen. I also hate that this distance, I feel like is only affecting me. I feel like she just doesn’t care. It used to bother me a lot but I’ve come to realization that I need to stop thinking about the future and preventing things to happen. I need to just let them happen and move forward from there. Everything happens for a reason. Distance is a scary thing but I believe it’s only leading up to great things. atleast I hope so.